I’m glad to be back at my dad’s house for the week. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy staying with my mom, but I need time to myself every now and then. It’s good to be back in my own bed and to be able to stay up as long as I want without disturbing anyone. 

I’m so happy that it’s summer break! I’ve been waiting for this for so long. It’s only been a few days and I love it so much already. I’ve had some pretty chill days! Good company, good vibes, spontaneous nights, and relaxing days. I’m looking forward to more of it for the next two months before schools starts. Woot, woot! 

As each day goes by, the thoughts of you are slowly disappearing from my mind. Every now and then, I wonder how you’re doing. I shouldn’t care, but I do. I’m just adapting to the changes that are occurring in my life and living without you. I don’t want to be a burden and hit you up, so if you ever come across this post, I hope that you are doing well. 

I want to have a better relationship with you. I want you to trust me and to believe in me. Throughout my entire life, you’ve always had this fear and thought of me choosing the wrong path. I hate it. Please stop thinking so negatively. I’ve been trying to speak up to you more and defend myself instead of getting angry and walking away. I really want you to understand me and know that I have so many goals that I want to pursue in life. I’m striving for a bright future and it would help if you would let go of what can never be changed. One day, I’ll prove to you that I’m not a mistake, but someone destined for greatness.

I don’t know what I want to pursue as a career. I want to figure it out soon, so I can work on getting there! Hopefully, I’ll figure it out by the end of this year. I need to hit the books and study! I don’t want to slack off this year or push things aside. 

I’m really enjoying life right now. Things have gotten so much better than they were before. I’m not looking for anyone, not stressing out, and not worrying about much. I’m content with everything. I kind of hope it stays this way for awhile, but I know things always change. I’m cherishing it while it lasts! I feel like this summer is going to be one of the best ones that I’ve ever had. Haha, I guess I’m just being optimistic, but it feels like it might be! Hip hip, hooray!